Can we talk: Rage
When people talk depression , from what I’ve seen, most people talk about how sad and alone and hopeless they feel. I also felt those things but one thing that I’ve had that no one really talks about is rage. Depression can manifest itself in bouts of rage. Minor inconveniences can now cause me to see red. Someone: *sits at light for 2 seconds longer than needed at green light* Me: FUCKING GO YOU FUCKING COCK SUCKING BITCH ASS BITCH Someone: *just trying to do their job but I feel like they’re catching an attitude* Me: just fucking do your shit so I can fucking leave asshole Someone: *breathes in my direction* Me: I will end you, literally. It’s something that I hate that’s become of me and it’s something I monitor every day. I’ve had outbursts with my husband, kids, family, friends, strangers and I hate how I feel after once I’ve calmed down so I can only imagine how people feel when it’s directed at them. And I hate apologizing because when someone apologizes to m...
